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marriage going down the drain

posted by 💡2 Beautiful Smooth Egg on 07 September, 2019

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ok, so i'm pregnant! i am happy but super stressed. i have had 2 miscarriages. my husband started drinking after the second. i used to also. i feel like i don't know myself anymore i scream and get mad for everything. i had depression as a kid result of being raped. no friends no support. i feel like i'm dead inside. i always feel sad. i wish i could go back to happy me.




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Anonymous ● 10 September, 2019 ⚓︎


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i was with my best friend for half a century and i miss him so much i really just want to not be here. but setting the personal stuff aside, i was a screaming banchee from the dregs of hell when i was pregnant. i threw antique rocking chairs, cast iron frying pans and anything within my personal cyclone. my loving husband and our children stuck right next to me even in their fear of me. it's ok. just love them all to heck when you can 😊