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oof just feeling down

posted by 👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey on 23 March, 2019

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oof ok so ima make this quick cause this has been botherring for like the whole day aha so i'm an athiest at t acatholic school cause i used to be catholic i just didn't believe in god for some time ( i havent told my parentscause there's a public school right enxt to my neighborhood and i like the school im in rn) and people found out so like everyday someone just starts arguing with me about god and shit and it's annoying as hell but anyways this guy who sat next to me (who sat next to my crush and was like friends with my crush who im also friends with) literally told me i'm like worthless and don't belong in the school and how the school would be better off without me and uhhhhhh i cut a bit but it's been on my mind alot uwu sorry if there are any typos i rushed this aha




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👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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ok shit damn these are a lot of insights man i wish i could talk in caps- i'ma answer them rn uwu

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💡5 Simple Round Rose ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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hey its okay that you don't think there is a god and just know that you're not worthless even if everyone says that just know that you're all going your own pace so don't worry about any one even if you're going slower then them

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💡5 Simple Round Rose ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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just stay happy and be yourself!

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💡1 Handsome Teal Herring ● 26 April, 2019 ⚓︎


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people good

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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that's a terrible way to treat someone, no matter what their beliefs are. you deserve better and should probably see someone about the cutting

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👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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thanks man, i know i probably should go get help for the cutting but i don't wanna tell my parents aha

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Anonymous ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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you don't need to tell them about the cutting but maybe seeing someone about the depression/anxiety? i'm sure they'll be understanding. vulnerability is so painful but you need get help at some point for sure

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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i come from a traditional jewish family and stopping my religious practice was very hard on everyone. just know that you matter and your thoughts are valid even if you get hate from people close to you

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👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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thank you so much! really needed this :)

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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how very un-catholic of them in all seriousness though you're right to think that way. there's nothing more annoying than people trying to push their beliefs on you without asking

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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fuck those guys. they're just young, dumb people who don't know how to interact with you in a polite way. you don't deserve to waste any thought on them

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👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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true, thanks. the guy is kinda toxic anyways i think

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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the cutting is worrying you could hurt yourself really bad. can you tell anyone about it? does your school have counselors or psychologists you can vent to? its their job to listen to these sorts of things

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Anonymous ● 24 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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big oof

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👍3 💡17 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 25 March, 2019 ⚓︎


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a really epicn't situation i got myself in bois

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Anonymous ● 19 June, 2019 ⚓︎


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that is no way to treat somebody just because they don't believe in god. you deserve much better. remember that you are not worthless. you are worth just as much if not more than these catholics who are not behaving like catholics shd be behaving.