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i don't want to live anymore

posted by 🎂 💡4 Simply Purple Toucan on 04 July, 2019

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so many things , can't stop crying , can't live like this anymore 1) have alot of friends but i chose few who i used to share now they ignore tooo i have no friends to talk tooo ... if i talk they r not interested 2) i had many relationship each had some issue an ended this time i don't wanted to be in any , but then it happened first 2 months was the best , then it changed ignorance came in ,meeting stopped and then there was no communication at all , he calls me only if he has work or needs money , he meets only to drink n party , he never ask how m i , how was my day nothing at all after telling him i have got anxiety issues , stressed out, getting into depression and i just wanted to talk to him , but still he ignored he always tells m busy at work but he is out with friends or talking to other girl i wanted a stable relationship and this was the last i can't keep changing bf can't handle the social status every where i go , people ask me about him i can't just answer everyone , i can't carry fake smile to work everyone things m the strongest i give advice to people even if they call me at middle of the night i come to help but im in this state i have no one to answer anytime i need help i don't know who will i call who will i seek for help i need someon to talk i need to cry out loud i need to get over this i need help i can't take it anymore i don't feel like living ....




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Anonymous ● 04 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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i have felt that way before, you're not alone. reach out to a friend. ask them if you can just vent and they can listen, choose someone you trust most. tell them everything. break it off with your partner, they're not worth your time. you have friends to support you and you are stronger without him. :)

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🎂 💡4 Simply Purple Toucan ● 04 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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but when u don't have any friends tooo ... who really doesn't bother anything

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Anonymous ● 04 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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i may be your best anonymous friend... i don't feel like living either i don't feel like having anyone to watch my back, to care about me no one asks me how am i doing or anything but i look for everyone around me, and always try my best you know? but no one cares..

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🎂 💡4 Simply Purple Toucan ● 05 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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now today i have to travel with him for work for next 3 days idk how is it going to be . i really dont knw what to do always wanted someone to ask abt my day and listen to them too

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Anonymous ● 04 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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i may not know how it feels but i love talking to people and hear everything they are going through and maybe try to help. so if you want to talk im right here

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🎂 💡4 Simply Purple Toucan ● 05 July, 2019 ⚓︎


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so i expected it to be today m going with him to work and he chose to sit side with another girl and not me and gave me reason that i want to sleep yes he wanted to sleep on her shoulder i suppose he dint even say hi dint even gave a hug to me