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this fucking hoe (tw selfharm)

posted by 👍3 💡16 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey on 15 April, 2019

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fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck this fucking dude in my class told everyone that i cut since he was the only person who wasn't dumb enough to believe my shitty excuse but come on dude this fucker just told everyone oh my god two of the people he's told so far don't believe it cause i brought up the excuse during the call (it had to do with my pc's desk) so they don't believe him but this'll get to the whole damn class holy shit i'm not ready for this




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Cool Indigo Peafowl ● 03 May, 2019 ⚓︎


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it will be ok

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Anonymous ● 16 April, 2019 ⚓︎


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it was bound to happen eventually. the best way of dealing with it is to work through it and solve the issue that makes you harm yourself

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Anonymous ● 16 April, 2019 ⚓︎


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temporarily get rid of your cutting implements— put them somewhere you could get to them, but not easily. freeze them in a block of ice, melt then into some candle wax, bury them in a box in the yard, put them in a box and wrap it up with duct tape and shove it under your bed. you do not have to throw them away, not yet. they’re a coping tool you’ve had for a while now, you can hold onto them, just don’t use them. when you want to cut, instead, ask yourself why. i wanted to harm myself because i felt bad (depression, etc) but i felt like i didn’t have a reason to feel bad and wanted to give myself one. do you enjoy the pain? the relief that tears bring? the power over yourself? to punish yourself? if you can figure out why, it will help you stop. if you can’t figure out why, that’s okay too. self reflection is hard and takes a lot of time.