posted by Anonymous on 20 January, 2020
i love my family and i want them in my life. but, well, they’re really homophobic. and im a lesbain. i know that they wouldn’t love me if they only knew im gay. they wouldn’t treat me the same. i dont blame them tho, my parents grew up in the ussr and all their relatives were (and still are, obviously) homophobic. they were raised this way, i know, and i know i cant change them, but i cant live like this anymore. seems like all i do is lie, lie, lie. and it disgusts me so much, i disgust me so much. i sometimes wish i wasnt born at all
Anonymous ● 20 January, 2020 ⚓︎
maybe you can maybe you can't who knows but that is not a reason to hate yourself you are a good person and a strong person for sharing all this with us. what would happen if you told them?