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i miss being sad??

posted by 👍3 💡16 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey on 28 April, 2019

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to anyone who knows about like all my other insights, i don't cut anymore. i have some school therapist thing too now i guess? but whenever i'm just sitting at my pc with nothing to do i just miss going on tumblr and looking at thinspo and other people's cuts. i miss relating to angsty fanfictions and i miss the want to cut. i don't get it. i lost the want to all of that two or three days before i started therapy and i've only felt the cutting one once or twice. i miss being sad. i don't get it. this isn't even for attention too, i miss it because of how it feels kind of?? idk but i wish i didn't miss it.




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Cool Indigo Peafowl ● 03 May, 2019 ⚓︎


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cutting is an addiction and it is hard to stop even if you do not feel like doing it. i hope you continue on your therapy and you should tell your therapist about this because no one does something like this for attention and even if they do they deserve help just as much because it means there is something that is not okay.

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👍3 💡16 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 07 May, 2019 ⚓︎


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thank you so much! i haven't been active on this site much but i'm getting a lot better.

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Anonymous ● 29 April, 2019 ⚓︎


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glad to hear you're not cutting anymore. sometimes being sad can feel comforting because at least you're feeling something at all ya know. adjusting from being sad all the time to anything else is always a challenge

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👍3 💡16 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 02 May, 2019 ⚓︎


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that's true, thank you for responding to me.

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Anonymous ● 29 April, 2019 ⚓︎


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when i started recovering from my depression i would go through intense periods of not feeling anything at all. it was kind of scary and i missed being sad because it was just something to feel. you'll get through it, i promise. you've been very strong through all of this. good luck and take care of yourself.

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👍3 💡16 Slightly Symmetrical Monkey ● 02 May, 2019 ⚓︎


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thank you and same to you!