posted by Anonymous on 26 January, 2023
there's something about being able to let words flow, this state - it leads to you just placing your thoughts in front of others. how therapeutic, tranquil - left alone it would fizzle out, yet - affix them to a medium and suddenly it blazes. this need to express, it comes to life on paper there's something about it where your thoughts are visible your wounds, scars, those bonds you've lost or given up - oh, how they ache. and yet - we're learning, this state teaches us - emotions aren't bad these thoughts aren't wrong and... oh god... i loved her - what's wrong with a love that carries on for years, yet... the sorrow never fades after i see her face, the anger always builds once i leave - and those eyes - those eyes i love, they failed to acknowledge me. why? why this? is this how it will always be between us, is our timing never right? can we never. really never see each other again? my love, is this it?
Lit Speckled Cherry ● 26 February, 2023 ⚓︎
everything about being creative is definitely good for the soul. it's very good that creativity is infecting you. just like love, creativity is a bug that makes you come back for more.
Anonymous ● 26 January, 2023 ⚓︎
my will, what is it i will? what is it i ache for? why did i desire you? i need to find out the cause must be found and i must correct this need. i must find the reason - so that i never repeat this. while i love you altogether too much, i cannot continue to let myself suffer - it must be fixed, i must step into the next phase, or else my happiness is doomed.
Anonymous ● 27 January, 2023 ⚓︎
it sleeps, at least for now - my sorrow slumbers until i see you next, and yet why? why does saying it bring a tear - i'm fine without you, yet i want to hear you. even if i know what it will do to me. one more step, all i can do is take one more step. i must strive to end this sorrow i feel from you, yet, will that end my love for you? i fear - i fear the change - love, i miss you let this not be in vain, please don't let this be in vain - my heart won't take it, i must find a way to bear you