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depressed and shattered.

posted by 💡1 Fully Clear Lily on 30 August, 2019

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i am at messy point right now.all the relationships i ve had have been sour at the end.first one...we dated for three years..while he was struggling to get a job.he finally did..ended things with me with no explanation why..that same year,he got married .next one treated me like trash.next one didnt was just giving all the vibes he didnt want a relationship with me,but when i ask, he says otherwise...just heard he is getting married soon..three months after his treatment to me.all these dissapointment put together breaks me daily.i keep thinking if i am not good enough.what am i doing wrong to keep getting ill treatment.it really hurts...at my age,i dont even have any one to call mine.all the people around me want nothing serious..i am so pained..my heart aches. thoughts are getting me depressed.i dont even know how to stop feeling d hurt i feel...

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💡137 💎2 Delightful Scarlet Jellyfish ● 21 September, 2019 ⚓︎

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the people you want are not always the people you need. human beings tend to make things around them harder than they are, which could explain why those people you dated made it difficult to have a real commitment. however, one day, someone will come that will change that. things will flow, your relationship will thrive and you'll find that everything is way easier and that all the pain you had has gone away. you should never lose hope in life and in love. but, before you find someone, try to find yourself first. try to pick yourself together, piece by piece, and let someone else mend you when the time comes