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i can't forgive myself

posted by Anonymous on 27 May, 2022

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i can't forgive myself for my past mistakes. i'm 20 now, i was a child when i made those mistakes and didn't harm anyone but myself (but also kinda hurt my parents' feelings) i had different circumstances compared to my peers, people around me and i couldn't handle them and made some bad choices, mostly academic ones. i do understand that i was in a bad place and having no power over those circumstances made me feel useless etc. but i still have panic attacks when i think of those times. no one can do anything about it actually, i just wanted to write somewhere.




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Anonymous ● 28 May, 2022 ⚓︎


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we all visit a small hell at least once in our life. it’s those times that we learn who toxic people or who we truly are. anyway, you’re twenty now and in one more year you’ll be a full grown adult. don’t dwell on the past if you want a future. if its really bothering you then talk to someone about it like a close friend whose willing to listen or a trusted adult (parent, teacher, professor) and tell them what’s been going on with you. if you have the money then i suggest going to therapy. they might make you take meds and do stuff like figuring out what triggers those panic attacks. i don’t know what else to tell you, but everyone has a past…we all make mistakes once or twice or even more. we are only human so we are prone to make mistakes. anyway, good luck and hope i helped. bye.

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Anonymous ● 28 May, 2022 ⚓︎


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and try to forgive yourself....just look at it like a lesson learned and something you dont want to do or ever fall back on again.