posted by Anonymous on 28 June, 2019
i don't know what else to say. so many people around me yet i still manage to feel so lonely and my thoughts don't help as well. i feel like no one cares about me, heck there is no one to care about me. i have no real friends, zero social life and my mind hates me. so basically my life is giving me hell rn. however, i do try to be positive about everything but sometimes i just can't help but cry at how pathetic my life is and i know it will get better but when? how much longer do i have to wait? i just want to stop feeling like this, like i'm drowning.
from my experience, feeling of this happened to me when things are about to change. transition and change bring stresses and feelings of unworthiness and self criticism. this is actually a good quality because it pushes to do more and try harder. what, are you going to give up on yourself? never stop changing. when you think you have no friends you probably do. and you are your own friend. always be positive and pamper yourself. know that life can change in a single moment and if you are looking and feeling for that miracle. then it probably will happen. just be prepared emotionally always by loving your own heart. even when you think things change and its everything you wanted, new challenges are going to occur.