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its tough to comes to terms with

posted by Anonymous on 19 September, 2021

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since my dad passed back in june it’s been tough and difficult to face, still asking why did he had to leave so unexpectedly, i feel as though what could’ve me and my family could’ve done to prevent this. my dad had a lot of medical issues one in particular that worried me was his diabetes he always ate what he wanted and sometimes as a diabetic you really have to watch what you eat and most of monitoring your blood sugar, at times i would have to get on him about eating sweets. and along with other issues everything i see him walking slow it worried me but he would say i’m okay honey, if i could turn back the hands of time i would he would still be here

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Anonymous ● 20 September, 2021 ⚓︎


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i’m so sorry for your lost. i hope things get better for you. even if he’s gone he’s still alive in your heart. it seems like you are still in a state of shock and mourning. i’ve been contemplating whether i should post or not. i came across this poem and decided to share it with you…i didn’t write it! i hope it mends your heart even a little. as i sit in heaven by hazel birdsall as i sit in heaven and watch you every day, i try to let you know with signs, i never went away. i hear you when you’re laughing, and i watch you as you sleep, i even place my arms around you, to calm you as you weep. i see you wish the days away begging to have me home, so i try and send you signs, so you know you’re not alone. don’t feel guilty that you have life. life that was denied to me, heaven is truly beautiful, just you wait and see! so live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself, be free. then i’ll know with each breath you take, you’ll be taking one for me. i don’t know if you are religious or not, but you can pray to god and ask if your father could send an animal in replace of him…something you could love and be a replacement for your father, but again, your father is still your father whether he’s dead or not. anyway, sometimes people come in a form of an animal. people usually chose things that fly like a bird or butterfly…it usually means they want us to smile upon seeing it. i’m sorry if i wasn’t much help, but i hope you know it wasn’t your fault…god took him because it was his time to go and probably needed him up in heaven. just look at it as someone now watching over you! hope you feel better and hoped i helped even it as barely. hope you feel better and all the best! :)

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thank you so much your poem is beautiful and heart warming ❤️

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Anonymous ● 26 September, 2021 ⚓︎


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glad i can help :)