posted by Anonymous on 21 June, 2020
i know pretty much exactly how i would take my own life. from the method, to the location, the note and even the music i would play. i know where i would source everything i need/want. i have all but planned every single detail. i don’t think however that i could ever actually kill myself. i know the circumstances under which i think i could (losing my entire family and being left literally on my own), but short of that, i have no actual intention to die. is it normal to have these thoughts without intent? does anyone else do this? i wish i had someone to talk to in person about this, but the second you bring up the s word everyone starts freaking out and treating you differently.
Anonymous ● 21 June, 2020 ⚓︎
i don't think there's anything wrong with thinking about it. i did for a long time. as long as these thoughts don't dominate your life, and you are active and involved in other pursuits, what you think about is your business. if you're sitting around letting life pass you by while you contemplate your death, that really is a problem and a waste of time. because you deserve better things.