posted by 💡2 Unique Silver Bream on 05 January, 2020
i hate myself so much. every single part of me. i hate how i look and i hate my personality. nothing has ever felt right for me. regardless of how hard i try, nothing changes, nothing ever gets better and, honestly, im sick of it. im sick of everything and, most of all, im sick of myself. i feel so stupid, so disgusting, so wrong and worthless. i dont feel love, i dont feel loved. hell, at this point i can barely feel... anything. i tried taking meds, seeing a therapist, i tried meditating, i tried socializing more, i tried everything. didnt work out. im so tired, i just wanna die.
Anonymous ● 05 February, 2020 ⚓︎
i actually feel very similar. i have struggled the past five years and it feels like everyone hates me, which is something i don't honestly get, but it's exhausting and i'm tired.