posted by Anonymous on 06 January, 2020
my parent thinks i'm useless and i know that already but it hurts so bad. i just think its better for me to not exists. i have everything pent up inside and i know it's not good but what can i do. i'll never be good enough. not for myself, not for parents nor for anyone. i am not brave enough to end this but i am so tired of felling bad about everything. i just want everything to end
i feel this way alot and i try to remember that a grater power woke me up this morning and designed the moon a nd stars and clouds and trees that i think are so beautiful and never judged and that i am designed in the same way making a journey only i can contribute. what if you had a 100 dollar bill and crumbled it up and got it dirty and tore the corner. would you look at it and say that its useless and throw it away or would the value of it be the same in any form. my dad committed suicide and it will always hurt. i miss him everyday. don’t make a long term choice to accept peoples mean harsh judgement. make your own value decision and move on with finding your joy in the universe you were created for.