⚓︎you are amazing and deserve the world! please try to not be so hard on yourself! you should focus on making yourself happy next, maybe read a book, draw, write, or just do something that’ll de-stress you.
⚓︎i heard that melatonin is really good at making you go to sleep and for some people asmr helps them. we all make mistakes! it’s okay! what you feel is perfectly valid and you deserve to take care of yourself and get some good rest!
⚓︎we dated for a really long time, since middle school and i have always bent over backwards for her but she randomly brought up being poly and i told her that i don’t have a problem with people who are but that’s not what i want. she’s cheated on me multiple times over the past few years and i just don’t understand why.