⚓︎i do the exact same thing!! like all the time, when i don't get a reply, i freak out, like it makes me think they are dead even tho i texted or emailed them like 6 seconds ago! my family are really slow typers so waiting for them is like me watching paint dry and with my phone and the way it is, it makes it even worse!
⚓︎you need to realize that you are enough even if they say you aren't. they ain't gonna hurt you if you don't let them. you don't need nobody because you've got yourself. you need to realize that one day your gonna wake up and not care anymore. your gonna realize that this whole world is messed up and so is humanity. yes i know you feel like your losing yourself and they may be whats happening but you can't let that happen. find out who and what you are in life and what you are gonna do. fight back against the bad people. bring out your claws and fight. show them your flaws and make them understand that nobody is perfect. your flaws make you perfect and you will soon realize this. when the darkness is to dark for you, become the light and grow. stay strong!!
⚓︎you need to find someone who respects you and doesn't hurt or want to hurt you. you deserve the world so make sure you get someone to treat you that way. avoid them, ignore them, don't let them play with your mind, don't let them use you. you are a strong person and you will move on, just give it time. i hope i helped with this advice.
⚓︎you should get onto some type of social media and find someone you seem to like and try talking to them, then find out if they live close. i'm not the best at advice but i hope this helps.
⚓︎no, i don't have any advice but i will find you advice because for her to do that is wrong but that's just my opinion. i'm sorry that happened to you and i hope you find out some advice from someone else soon.