⚓︎writing is one of the best ways to vent as long as it is not negative. you know, writing things down is a good way to manifest and bring things into your life very quick. continue to write positively. and art also heals you and helps you fast :)
⚓︎from my experience, feeling of this happened to me when things are about to change. transition and change bring stresses and feelings of unworthiness and self criticism. this is actually a good quality because it pushes to do more and try harder. what, are you going to give up on yourself? never stop changing. when you think you have no friends you probably do. and you are your own friend. always be positive and pamper yourself. know that life can change in a single moment and if you are looking and feeling for that miracle. then it probably will happen. just be prepared emotionally always by loving your own heart. even when you think things change and its everything you wanted, new challenges are going to occur.