⚓︎listen here... there is nothing any one can say to make you feel bad about you. truthfully you are probably gifted and talented in different ways. your success in life is not determined by a diploma or ceremony. it is determined by self worth and hard work at something you love to do. no one can judge you for your decisions in life. everyone has their own path. stay strong friend and always have faith in you not caring what anyone thinks!!
⚓︎it sounds like you have a good intuition. usually when you feel that way anxious and a lot of feeling for "no reason" it is for a reason. our bodies and minds feel things before they take place. recognize this is your own life and be prepared for good transformation and change in your own life the way you want to see things. our thoughts shape our realities. try not to worry or stress and let these feelings pass. it helps to watch funny things on the internet or a funny film to think about something else. our realities and how we feel a majority of the time are the products of our predominant thoughts.
⚓︎it is never to late to take action. either get the thing to stop the stress or just keep going the way it is. usually when a teaching professional is asked for help when something is too expensive to buy they are understanding. just be honest and you will feel much more relieved when it's off your chest. life is too short to stress so much when there are people out there to help and guide you when you are unsure .
⚓︎writing is one of the best ways to vent as long as it is not negative. you know, writing things down is a good way to manifest and bring things into your life very quick. continue to write positively. and art also heals you and helps you fast :)
⚓︎from my experience, feeling of this happened to me when things are about to change. transition and change bring stresses and feelings of unworthiness and self criticism. this is actually a good quality because it pushes to do more and try harder. what, are you going to give up on yourself? never stop changing. when you think you have no friends you probably do. and you are your own friend. always be positive and pamper yourself. know that life can change in a single moment and if you are looking and feeling for that miracle. then it probably will happen. just be prepared emotionally always by loving your own heart. even when you think things change and its everything you wanted, new challenges are going to occur.