💡15 Quirky Orchid Gazelle

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🎂 20 December, 2018

posts by Quirky Orchid Gazelle

trying to cope with types of abuse at home? (tw: text-heavy, parental/relationship abuse)
15 August, 2020
7 insights
i feel unimporant to my best friend...
25 April, 2020
3 insights
life with grief (tw: abuse m, sui m)
17 April, 2019
7 insights

insights from Quirky Orchid Gazelle

trying to cope with types of abuse at home? (tw: text-heavy, parental/relationship abuse)
26 August, 2020
⚓︎ thank you so much for taking your time to read this all, comment, share your empathy & care with me, it means a lot to me, ♡ & thank you for your hope, kindness & acknowledgment, that is special to me, and thank you for your insight & feedback, i have tried to be a bit more open with my emotions, sometimes it works & sometimes it doesn't, though i'm glad to say that i've been trying more than i have previously & tried to express my boundaries, right now, i'm just trying to see my options & see how it is to live here day-by-day, though, thank you for reminding me of ways for other financial help, for me, it's personally tougher to identify abuse/abusive actions in-home because it was normalized to me growing up by many others, even recently; so, my point is, i just want to thank you for choosing to be kind and caring despite everything you've gone through in this world too... ♡ i sincerely hope things get better for you too, however things may be for you & i appreciate your kind offer & you, ; w ;

trying to cope with types of abuse at home? (tw: text-heavy, parental/relationship abuse)
26 August, 2020
⚓︎ hi there! thank you so much for making this site, for your dedication, care, kindness & complement! i appreciate all of your kindness and compassion! & hehe, that makes me laugh a little since i'm currently working towards becoming a licensed clinical social worker for kids & teenagers, i hope to show them that even if they were previously psychiatrically hospitalized, tried attempting self-harm or suicide that they can make it & hopefully that i will be a good, living example of that for them, this got long & sappy, oops,, ^-^;; though, thank you for letting us all listen & share! ♡

trying to cope with types of abuse at home? (tw: text-heavy, parental/relationship abuse)
26 August, 2020
⚓︎ we're in this together & i sincerely hope things will be kinder for you & that you'll have sweet dreams... thank you for sharing, as well as for your patience with my reply, & my heart goes out to you too, ♡

i feel unimporant to my best friend...
02 May, 2020
⚓︎ hi there, delightful scarlet jellyfish! thank you for your kindness for everyone, as well as me & i hope you share some of that with yourself ! & yes, i feel afraid due to the lack of reciprocity & thank you for sharing with me, as well as how you can relate & empathize with me, i hear where you're coming from & i find we're quite similar there, i did the same thing earlier, asking how she was feeling & showing her something that reminded me of her, it's a sweet thought to know that even if you may not get the response you wish, you still brighten up their day, as that's a beautiful thing about friendship, thank you for sharing your insight with me & it's good to be reminded that people's responses are not based on how much they like you, as it's difficult to even compare how much a friend likes them & they like you, thank you for understanding & i hear your advice! i haven't heard from her ~3 weeks, today i sent her a third text saying i miss her alongside other things & although i'm apprehensive to explain to her how i feel & try to make her understand, though i see how that's being passive, i am tentative to let her know how i feel, since i do understand that others may not be as reciprocative with me, i felt i just wanted to talk about it rather than talk it out with her, & there's no need to reply to this at all! thank you for your kindness & i hope good things come your way & you're able to take care too, ♡

why am i like this?
25 April, 2020
⚓︎ hi there, this got pretty long, though, there's no worries about replying in full or asap, though, i just wanted to share this with you, it's very understandable to crave for love & affection & to read stories that have those qualities in them, i can imagine how tough it is to be moved to tears & it's very understandable to get invested in a story that hits close to home or tugs on your heartstrings, i hear where you're coming from, it's difficult to work while coping with emotions & i don't think it's stupid, i can empathize with how it feels to be moved by a story & to crave for connection, as you deserve to feel loved & have support & a place to call your own around others who treat you with respect & kindness, i hope that someone will be able to chat with you & that you're able to take care with all the things you have to do, especially while feeling unloved, it's okay to talk to others & on the internet, as mellowtalk is here to listen for you too & i'm unsure how to stop feeling sad all the time, though, i hope things will be kinder to you & i don't think there's anything wrong in allowing yourself to feel,, i've heard vent is an app similar to mellowtalk & so is 7cups, i've used them in the past as well, if you feel more comfortable talking with people online, & i hope you're able to practice self-care when you can & i'm cheering you on & rooting for you, kind blue rose, 💙

life with grief (tw: abuse m, sui m)
26 April, 2019
⚓︎ thank you too for not blaming me, as well as helping me keep in mind of grief's emotional effects, and for your well wishes of luck, and for your reminder, as well as taking the time to listen, i am very appreciative & i wish you all the best too on all of your adventures <3

i have a voice but i can't talk. i don't know why
25 April, 2019
⚓︎ i definitely hear how much of a struggle it is for you to talk and communicate your thoughts and feelings, i can understand how difficult it can be to talk to others and to articulate what you're thinking as well as feeling awkward when speaking, i can hear how you've expressed that your anxiety makes you cold, short of breath, and teary eyed, and despite this, you've still tried to talk to different people a few times, which i feel shows your strength, and you definitely deserve to feel heard and listened to and supported and for your voice to be heard, though, i don't think you're saying anything stupid, you matter & so does what you have to say, and i believe that no one should make you feel small or bad if you stutter without meaning to or feel like you're not worth talking to, and i feel like your friend, if your friend is a true friend, would love to hear what you're saying, and be patience with you always, and that's very brave of you to use your voice to help someone, or to voice your irriation or anger, and there's no need to apologize for sharing, this is a safe place & you definitely deserve to be heard, thank you for expressing yourself here, and i hope that you're able to discuss with your mom, your therapist, or another person in your support system about how troublesome this has been for you & to help figure out what will be best to do next, and i hope your days will be much kinder to you & i'm cheering you on & rooting for you, magical blue fish, you rock & you're doing your best, and i believe in you...! 💙

life with grief (tw: abuse m, sui m)
25 April, 2019
⚓︎ thank you kindly too, you're so strong for seeing strength in me as well, and you've been strong enough to get through all of your days too, thank you for listening, i really appreciate that <3

life with grief (tw: abuse m, sui m)
25 April, 2019
⚓︎ thank you too for your kindness, sympathy, and taking the time to listen, i really appreciate it, and i really hope that today's been sweet to you <3