⚓︎i am sorry to hear how you have been feeling alone these days. i can understand how your senior year of high school would be leading you to feeling stress. it sounds like you didn't expect to reach the finish line and now that you are so closed, you are unsure of what to do. i can't really give you advice because you are you and i am me, but definitely reach out for support and talk about what is stressing you out with school. the best way to try to balance school and personal life is to try to keep organized notes and try to use platforms like google calendar to stay organized.